Baldecaran,First off, thank you for your amazing work in NWN. Loved Honor Among Thieves, and enjoyed this as well.
The fights were a little easy for my sorceress. But that may be because I play a lot of mages and know what I'm doing now.
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As far as the choice went, if my prophetess knew how many of her alternate universe brethren chose "free will" I think she'd be loosing a multiverse level IGMS.
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Blaming Fate for the Herezer's monstrosity stunned her. And she never thought of herself as being manipulated any 'less' by them than she was by Fate. Chaotic Good (starting CN actually and drifting good over the game) or not, choosing life was the only thing that made sense.
Furthermore, she never accepted the Herezer's argument that Fate means choice losing meaning. Fate and Lor are necessarily outside of time, they have to be to Create. A prophet only sees portions of time from within, and without concern for the sequence. Differing perspectives mean the chain of causality is not the same. There is still room for authentic choice. Which, she would submit, is all you 'ever' really have.
It's not "free will" to destroy creation. It's manipulated as much as Fate's decrees. Evenorn's memories point this out. "It can't be an easy choice...." That doesn't cease to make it your character's responsibility and morality. Even in a "Fateless" universe, there would still be manipulated choices.
Why is it alright for an immoral group of mortals to manipulate you, but the Creators of the universe...who actually CARE about it...are 'evil' to influence in any way? hmmm...
Now, I have to admit, having walked the halls of theology and philosophy departments for a while, IRL I've put more than my fair share of thought into this. There is no such thing as Free Will, not in the meaning anyone *wants* it to have. You don't have free will about what color socks you wear. But you do have authentic choice. All choices are influenced. By culture, time, money, and circumstances. That doesn't make them less REAL, even if I can predict which choice you're about to make. It only ceases to be real if I intervene in such a way as to remove the choice from you. My knowledge of your predictability does not remove your ability to act out of character.
When the choice ceases to be real is when the influence becomes COERCION. For what it's worth, I think that's 'exactly' what the Herezer's tried to do. They didn't remove themselves from the choice. They forced you to walk their 'dilemma.' But it was a dilemma set up by their own anger at having been enslaved in the past. An excessively dichotomist view of the world that cannot accept that there is compatibility when something is viewed from two different perspectives. Yes, Lor/Fate know the future. But they don't have to coerce to make it happen. Even predestination is not coercion. That which is destined may not be denied. But how it comes to pass does not have to be rubber-stamped on your soul. It does not mean Clockwork Orange brainwashing (which is how my sorceress felt about what the Herezers were trying to do--assuming she knew what the movie was, that is
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Anyway, I've tried to think what kind of character I could make that would choose to follow the Herezers. It would have to be someone very jaded and angry in a way she was never able to become. She went to sorrowful, bitter to an extent. But saddened more than all else.
Anyway, Thank you again. Part of me has wondered if I overlooked some great different in cosmology for your world (though I've played all the Runelands mods, so I don't 'think' I did). But for her, like you mentioned, there was only ever one choice. She was always going to save life, even if that meant destroying her own.